Disappointment

Disappointment.
The word that seems to be writing out my life.
I'm talking about everything. When will there be at least just one little moment where I don't screw up something? Or when will the moment be when someone or something ends up disappointing me stop?
It has been going on for far too long now. It's difficult having one disappointment right after the next. I'm referring to everything. Not just guys or family issues, everything. I'm sick of nothing turning or working out. In fact, nothing ever works!
Looking at guy issues: Every single guy I seem to ever get a crush on ends up dating someone else, never looks my way, doesn't know I exist, they don't exist, are out of my league, or just don't feel the same way about me that I do them. And whenever I figure out these things or happen to found out about them, I become overly disappointed with a usual broken heart. (If some of you are familiar with what happened today, then I am sure you all know who I am referring to.)
School issues: I seem to disappoint teachers with my school work or I disappoint myself for not studying or just simply not understanding something that everyone else seems to get.
General Life Issues: I disappoint myself in not being able to accomplish something I want or need and I seem to always do something I will regret.
And then there is the disappoint that I seem to just be giving out to people in buckets. You know what? I'm not even going to go there.
In fact, the post is rather disappointing along with the fact that I cannot seem to be able to write interesting posts about my everyday life, which I meant to do with this one.
Oh, gosh.